Avodah Service for Yom Kippur

woman in kittel holding mahzor

The Avodah service is the entirety of our Musaf on Yom Kippur morning. (Instead of a separate Eleh Ezkerah, we extend the Yizkor a little to include martyrs.)

After the Sefer Torah is returned to the aron, the rabbi begins a solemn drumming on his pulpit and explains very briefly that we’re entering the realm of the High Priest and the Holy of Holies. Participants will be offered a small sachet with (a reconstruction of) the scent of the Bet Hamikdash and a small stone. They can smell the sachet whenever they wish during the service to evoke the holy ambience. At the end, they’ll be asked to give the stone away into a bowl as a symbol of giving away our sins, or of giving our selves and our souls over to God, or whatever symbolism is meaningful to them.

There’s some preparation and set-up needed. We buy a scent called “Ketoret” and put a drip on a piece of tissue paper, that’s put in one of those little mesh bags some people use to hold candy tossed at a bar/bat mitzvah. We place a big fishbowl partly filled with water on a stand in the center aisle. Because people will put the stones in the bowl, we put some clear glass marbles at the bottom so that the first stones don’t crack the glass.

A reader reads:

(pp. 845–847 in Kol Haneshamah Mahzor)

G-d's world is great and holy. Among the holy lands in the world is the Holy Land of Israel. In the land of Israel the holiest city is Jerusalem. In Jerusalem the holiest place was the Temple, and in the Temple the holiest spot was the holy of holies.

There are 70 peoples in the world. Among these holy peoples is the people of Israel. The holiest of the people of Israel is the tribe of Levi. In the tribe of Levi the holiest are the priests. Among the priests, the holiest was the high priest.

Of the days of the year, the holidays are holy. Higher than these is the holiness of the Sabbath. Among Sabbaths the holiest is the Day of Atonement (Yom Kippur), the Sabbath of Sabbaths.

There are 70 languages in the world. Among the holy languages is the holy language of Hebrew. Holier than all else in this language is the holy Torah, and in the Torah the holiest part is the Ten Commandments. In the Ten Commandments the holiest of all words is the Name of God.

And once during the year, at a certain hour, these four supreme sanctities of the world were joined with one another. That was on the Day of Atonement, when the high priest would enter the holy of holies and there utter the Name of G-d.

And because this hour was beyond measure holy and awesome, it was the time of utmost peril not only for the high priest but for the whole of Israel. For if, in this hour, there had, God forbid, entered the mind of the high priest a false or sinful thought, the entire world would have been destroyed.

Every spot where a person stands and looks toward heaven is a holy of holies. Every day of one’s life is a Day of Atonement and every person is a high priest, and every word that a person utters in holiness and purity is the Name of God.

(Based on a passage in “The Dybbuk” by S. An-Ski)

Rabbi leads first meditation

(this version is two adaptation stages away from a meditation by Gail Albert—can be further adapted)

Take up the sachet with the k’toret scent of the ancient Temple. Smell the ancientness. Smell Divine Mystery, imagine the ancient Holy of Holies filled with that smell, that mystery (let it take you out of mind, and into heart). Let it remind you (or reheart you) of the EVER-PRESENT, sensible, smellable, tastable, seeable – “taste and see how good the ONE can be,” yet also, fundamentally, always unknowable, always becoming, “I WILL BE WHAT I WILL BE – EHYEH ASHER EHYEH” filling the universe with the unwinding patterns of cause and effect, of randomness and chaos, choice and love. Be in don’t-know mind. Be in that Presence. Be called by that Presence. Respond “Hineni – Here I am.”

Choir sings one of the following:

All Babies

by Sinead O’Connor

(you can hear it at https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XNa2UPcN2vw)

All babies are born saying God's name

Over and over,

All born singing God's name

All babies are flown from the Universe

From there they're lifted by the hands of angels

God gives them the stars to use as ladders

She hears their calls

She is mother and father

All babies are born out of great pain

Over and over

All born into great pain

All babies are crying

For no-one remembers God's name

All babies are born saying God's name

Over and over,

All born singing God's name

All babies are flown from the Universe

From there they're lifted by the hands of angels

God gives them the stars to use as ladders

She hears their calls

She is mother and father

All babies are born out of great pain

Over and over

All born into great pain

All babies are crying

For no-one remembers God's name

There's only love

There's only love

There's only love in this world

There's only love

There's only love

There's only love in this world

 

Hallelujah

by Leonard [no-glossaryCohen[/no-glossary]

You say I took the name in vain

I don't even know the name

But if I did, well really, what's it to you?

There's a blaze of light

In every word

It doesn't matter which you heard

The holy or the broken Hallelujah

 

Hallelujah, Hallelujah

Hallelujah, Hallelujah

 

I did my best, it wasn't much

I couldn't feel, so I tried to touch

I've told the truth, I didn't come to fool you

And even though

It all went wrong

I'll stand before the Lord of Song

With nothing on my tongue but Hallelujah

 

Hallelujah, Hallelujah

Hallelujah, Hallelujah

 

Rabbi leads second meditation

(this version is again two adaptations away from one by Gail Albert)

Take up the stone. What’s it feel like? cool? warm? smooth? dead weight? solid? lovely?... there might be many aspects to a stone.

We ourselves are said to be hewn from God, the Rock of Ages, the Rock of our salvation, the One with no image.

And some part of us comes from the Earth, just like the stone.

Pay attention to your breath a moment. Like the stone with its many aspects, you, too, are made of many aspects: earth and air, mixing and changing places without your needing to control it. Inside and out mixing and making something uniquely you.

In our multiple aspects as the hewn Rock we are, we confess that we sometimes get confused. We sometimes seek excessive solidity, denying the uncontrollable mystery of I WILL BE, the everbecoming Life of all Worlds. We try to control others’ lives, putting ourselves in the service of that great seeker of solidity, the Pharaoh entombed in pyramids, rather than of God.

Take a moment to appreciate again the many aspects of the stone in your hand.

 

Congregation chants Ashamnu  

(based on David R. Slavitt translation of “A Crown for the King,” section 34)

We have abrogated your commandments

We have broken your law

We have closed our hearts

We have dirtied out mouths with slander

We have exercised bad judgment.

We have failed those how trusted us

We have gossiped

We have harbored grudges

We have ignored your chastisements

We have joked at the wrong time

We have kept still when we should have spoken out

We have lied

We have misled people by telling partial truths

We have nodded in assent to wrongdoing we should have protested.

We have been overbearing

We have been perverse

We have been quarrelsome

We have ridiculed

We have scoffed

We have turned away from the life you have prescribed

We have been unfair.

We have been violent

We have been wicked

We have been execrable

We have yammered when we ought to have been patient

We have zigzagged when the path you set for us was straight and true.

 

A reader read’s Reb Zalman’s kavannah

(found in the Kol Haneshamah Mahzor, p. 864)

One of the original intents of the Avodah service was to purify the Holy of Holies from pollution—from a hilul hashem—a hole in God’s name. Every time we commit a sin, we make a hole in the Name. (One definition of sin is making a tear in the Divine weave.) By the end of the year, God’s name—our connection to God—is riddled with holes. A new Name is needed. God enters into time to create the possibility of a new name for the next year. This offers us the possibility of creating our own root metaphor for how we interface with God this year.

Congregation joins in an adapted High Priest confession

(Offering the Name/Metaphor, in the spirit of Reb Zalman’s kavannah above, they need to speak this year out loud when we get to “[THE NAME]”):

Please, Hashem, I and my community and the whole human family have failed you, we have done evil, we have evaded responsibility.  Please, by your Name, grant atonement for the failures and evils and evasions we have committed in your presence.  As it is written in the Torah of your servant, Moses, expressing your glory: “For on this day, God will grant atonement to you, to purify you.  From all your failures in the presence of ...

[THE NAME]

... you will be pure.

And when we hear the glorious, awesome NAME articulated in the mouths of our holy community, we kneel and prostrate ourselves; we give thanks and acknowledge our SOURCE and say:

בָּרוּךְ שֵׁם כְּבוֹד מַלְכוּתוֹ לְעוֹלָם וָעֶד

BARUH SHEM K’VOD MALHUTO L’OLAM VA’ED

[blessed is the name of Its glorious sovereignty forever!]

 

Reader or whole congregation reads

Step One: Step of Forgiveness

by Rami Shapiro

Even now the depth of sin escapes me.

There is more darkness than

the feeble candle of forgiveness can erase.

Yet by its light I see my place

where I stand and

where I might next step.

It is enough.

To step one step

to turn one turn

this time

Now.

Yes there is pain.

Yes there is hurt.

And there is redemption.

With the pain.

With the hurt.

There is redemption.

Who can straighten what has been crooked?

I cannot, though I so wish it otherwise.

But otherwise has trapped me too long.

Now is the time of arising.

Now is the time of awakening.

Now is the time of doing:

Not straightening

but no more twisting;

Not forgetting

but at last forgiving.

And to that I say: Amen.

 

“One step of forgiveness” walking meditation

Congregation walks around outside aisles to the bowl, where they place their stones, giving over to God all that they need to give. During the walking meditation, Choir sings “Hinei Ani” by Shye Ben Tzur (hear recording at https://hazon.bandcamp.com/track/hinei-ani) or “Bilvovi” by Rabbi Yitzchak Hutner, based on a poem by Eleazar Azikri, recorded by Bet Haverim choir on their “Shekhinah’s Crown” CD. You can see a video here: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8OQaFL0f1IM. After depositing stone, congregants go back to their seats.

 

Hinei Ani

by Shye Ben Tzur

הִנֵּה אֲנִי כֻּלִּי שֶׁלְּךָ, עֲשֵׂה בִּי כִּרְצוֹנְךָ,

בָּאְתִּי רֵיק, אֲנִי נִכְנָע, לִבִּי נָתוּן לְחַסְדְךָ.

גַּם אִם הַכֹּל יְשָׁלֵל מִמֶּנִּי, בְּתֹכִי קוֹלְךָ אֶשְׁמַע.

מִן הַכְּאֵב הוּא יָרִימֵנִי, יְמַלְּאֵנִי בְּאַהֲבָה.

Hinei ani, kuli shelha, aseh bi kirtsonha.

bati rek, ani nihna, libi natun l’hasd’ha

gam im hakol y’shalel mimeni, b’tohi kolha eshma

min hak’ev hu yarimeni, y’mal’eni b’ahavah

Here I am, all yours, do with me as you will.

I come emptly, I surrender, my heart is given in your hands.

Even if all is taken from me, Your voice remains inside.

Lifting me from my pain, filling me with love.

 

Bilvovi

בִּלְבָבִי מִשְׁכַּן אֶבְנֶה לְהַדַר כְּבוֹדוֹ

וּבְמִשְׁכַּן מִזְבֵּחַ אָקִים לְקַרְנֵי הוֹדוֹ

וּלְנֵר תָמִיד אֶקַח לִי אֶת אֵשׁ הַעֲקֵידָה

וּלְקָרְבַּן אַקְרִיב לוֹ אֶת נָפשִׁי הַיְחִידָה

In my heart, I’ll build a Dwelling for God’s beautiful Glory

And in the Dwelling, I’ll raise up an alter with majestic horns

And for an Eternal Light, I’ll take the fire of Isaac’s Binding

And as an offering, I’ll offer my only soul

 

Congregation recites Priestly Blessing

(We do it in the Italian-inspired Lavy Becker style,with all who wear tallit covering their neighbors with it and all blessing their neighbors.)

 

Congregation concludes with singing “Hayom”

hayom te'amtsehnu                                                     amen

hayom tevarhehnu                                                      amen

hayom tegadlehun                                                      amen

hayom tidreshehnu letovah                                        amen

hayom tihtevehnu lehayim tovim                                amen

hayom tishma shav'atehnu                                          amen

hayom tekabel berahamim uveratson et tefilatehnu  amen

hayom titmehehnu bimin tsidkehha                            amen

Complete Ceremony

Found in: Yom Kippur

Tags: Avodah service

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