Queer Families, Queer Mourning

Building queer family is an act of resistance.

I cannot stop looking at this art, made by Megan J Smith of the Repeal Hyde Art Project. Three purple figures hold hands, raising their arms in fists under the bright orange word: RESIST. Their feet hover over the caption: BUILD MORE QUEER FAMILIES.

Now, as always, it is an act of resistance when those who are systematically targeted instead thrive.

This past week we sat next to Shifra and Puah in services, ancestors who midwife’d in Israelite baby boys despite the order from the state to prevent the birth and health of such babies. These women resisted the attempted extinction of the Israelite people through their means of reproduction.

What is queer family? To me, it is the holy convocation of a group of friends and lovers who have found each othersometimes it’s a moment where you ask the other, “don’t I remember you from Sinai?” “Haven’t I known you my whole life?” It is a hub of people who commit to each other, who care for each other, who celebrate together, who hold loss together, who thrive on each other’s thriving. Some queer families live together, or see each other rarely. Some queer families are partners raising children, and some are just like every other family: full of connections and reconnections and renegotiation of relationships over the course of a life together.

Building queer family is an act of resistance.

The Babylonian Talmud, Niddah 31a teaches:

"Our rabbis taught, there are three partners in [the creation of] man. The Holy One of Blessing, his father, and his mother. His father brings forth white seed that produces bones, nerves, nails, the brain in his head and the white in his eye. The woman brings forth red seed which produces skin, flesh, hair, and the dark of the eye. The Holy One of Blessing gives the spirit, the soul, the personality of the face, the sight of the eye, the hearing of the ear, the speech of the mouth, the locomotion of the legs, understanding and wisdom. When the time comes to part from this world, the Holy One of Blessing takes His portion and the part of the mother and the father are laid before them."

This is a proving ground for the beauty and potential in chosen and queer family. While not every queer family system includes children, the ones that are responsible for raising them all contribute different parts to the conception and essence of that child.

A child raised with godparents who care about theater, who call them once a week on Shabbat. A child who’s uncle is also their biological father, who takes them to soccer games.
A child raised with grandparents who are not related by blood to any of the parents, but dote upon this new baby.

It takes a lot of players to help create a being, to raise a person.

Our rabbis teach that there are three partners in the creation of a person, two humans who bring the biological materials, and the Divine essence who supplies the rest. This sugya from Niddah 31a has the potential to blow up the image that one must be biologically related to a child to have a stake in their creation. God, who supplies the soul, the personality, provides invaluable parts of a new beings life, without genetic relation.

Our tradition further compels us to see non-genetic reproduction as a holy act. In Mishnah Bava Metzia 2:11 we learn that one’s teacher achieves a higher status of respect than one’s parent:

"... his father brought him into this world, but his teacher, who taught him wisdom, brings him to live [in] the world to come."

The Rambam continues in the Mishneh Torah to explain that when one’s teacher dies, one must mourn for them in the same way that one mourns their parent, with all the particular stringencies one observes for a parent. There are many ways to create and to sustain life, and very few of them have to be biological.

There are many ways to experience the loss of life, and very few of those ties have to be biological.

If Kaddish had a singular subplot, it would be this: disenfranchised grief. Disenfranchised grief happens when one experiences a loss that is not validated by society, seen as legitimate. Reproductive loss, as we learned from Jacqui Morton in December’s episode of Kaddish, is too easily dismissed, leaving those impacted by it feeling disenfranchised.

In February’s upcoming episode of Kaddish, as we explore queer reproductive loss, it is clear the ways in which directly and indirectly impacted parties are made to quell or quiet their loss.  We’ll be exploring queer reproductive loss how reproductive loss impacts queer people, the role of reproductive technology, and how a reimagined family and the porous borders it can have broadens our understanding of who is impacted by reproductive loss.

We’ll be joined by Pastor Naomi Leapheart, Faith Work Director of the LGBTQ Task Force and professor at Villanova University. She brings teachings on the ripples of reproductive loss—just how many different people and generations are impacted. Naomi also discusses how one’s own inability to become pregnant creates non-traditional experiences of reproductive loss, and grief at the loss of potential.

RESISTBUILD MORE QUEER FAMILIES.
And we can add, RESISTLET QUEER FAMILIES MOURN, TOO.


Ariana Katz is the host of Kaddish, a podcast about death, mourning, and the people who do it. Ariana is a rabbinical student at the Reconstructionist Rabbinical College in Philadelphia. She is a member of the Philadelphia Reconstructionist Chevra Kadisha, a volunteer chaplain and board member at Planned Parenthood of South East Pennsylvania, and a member of the Jewish Voice for Peace Rabbinical Council. Ariana is in training to become a soferet, a scribe of sacred Jewish text.

Found in: Pregnancy Loss, Gender & Sexual Identity, Mourning & Bereavement

Tags: LGBTIQ, LGBTQ, queer, bisexual, lesbian, gay, transgender


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